Bismillahirrahmanirrahim .
ASSALAMUALAIKUM semua .
hummm . soo howyaa ? :) it's look like weird rite ? because you know dah lama tak update this blog . haha bersarang dah. so actually i dont know what should i write here . but i wanna share something with you guys . I dont know why but sometime i feel like i cant throught all this . i suffered with that . it's hurt to keep everything that i dont want to remember , but everytime i try to forget it . it will comes and re-play back what happen last year . it tough very tough to girl like me . i try and try to be strong because i know , she's (my mother ) looking at me and want something best from me . i miss her so much . but sokay , i believe i can do it . SAYA BELAJAR KERANA ALLAH SWT , KEJAYAAN YANG SAYA DAPAT UNTUK MA DAN ABAH , HASIL YANG SAYA DAPAT ADALAH UNTUK MASA DEPAN SAYA , so itu lah yang saya simpan dalam hati saya . OKAYHHH close the topic , now lets go to the new topic , u guys know , i reallllllllyyyyy hate BETRAYER ! and last month my bestfriends call me and tell everything that she hide from me . OHMAAIIIIIIII , I CANT BELIEVE IT !! my own friends BETRAY MEEEE !!!! not only friends BUT BESTFRIENNNNNDDDD . OOOHHHHHH . i meannn HELOOOO , dia kawan baik aku but how could yaa do it this to me . WHAT ? ! igt aku apa !? heyyyy chickkk im not stupidoooo yet lahh ! PLEASEEE DONT THING OR DREAM THAT . And now she's not my BESTFRIENDS ANYMORE . FULLSTOP . AAGGGGRRRHHH . HOW COULD SHE!!!!! . SO MUCH HATE LAAAHH . But im not going to crush our friends relationship like that , kan tak baik memutuskan silaturahim mcm tu . berdosa so she's still be my friends but ONLY friends NO MORE BEST in front Friends . it sound SAD rite . but it's deserved !! okay sekarang dah pukul 2 pagi and i still cant sleep it could be sbb petang tadi saya ada tidur kot that's why mata cerahhh lagi . humm . sakit hati jugak bila teringat muka my ex bestfriend tu . hum gerammm . okay lah , i outt . but before that , enjoy this please :)
LEMON TREE
I'm sitting here in a boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time, I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I'm driving around in my car I'm driving too fast, I'm driving too far I'd like to change my point of view I feel so lonely, I'm waiting for you But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I wonder how, I wonder why Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue, blue sky And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree I'm turning my head up and down I'm turning, turning, turning, turning, turning around And all that I can see is just another lemon tree
Sing, dah
I'm sitting here, I miss the power I'd like to go out, taking a shower But there's a heavy cloud inside my head I feel so tired, put myself into bed Where nothing ever happens and I wonder
Isolation is not the good for me Isolation, I don't want to sit on a lemon tree I'm steppin' around in a desert of joy Baby anyhow I'll get another toy And everything will happen and you'll wonder
I wonder how, I wonder why Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue, blue sky And all that I can see is just another lemon tree I'm turning my head up and down I'm turning, turning, turning, turning, turning around And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree And I wonder, wonder
I wonder how, I wonder why Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue, blue sky And all that I can see, and all that I can see And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
I'm driving around in my car I'm driving too fast, I'm driving too far I'd like to change my point of view I feel so lonely, I'm waiting for you But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I wonder how, I wonder why Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue, blue sky And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree I'm turning my head up and down I'm turning, turning, turning, turning, turning around And all that I can see is just another lemon tree
Sing, dah
I'm sitting here, I miss the power I'd like to go out, taking a shower But there's a heavy cloud inside my head I feel so tired, put myself into bed Where nothing ever happens and I wonder
Isolation is not the good for me Isolation, I don't want to sit on a lemon tree I'm steppin' around in a desert of joy Baby anyhow I'll get another toy And everything will happen and you'll wonder
I wonder how, I wonder why Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue, blue sky And all that I can see is just another lemon tree I'm turning my head up and down I'm turning, turning, turning, turning, turning around And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree And I wonder, wonder
I wonder how, I wonder why Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue, blue sky And all that I can see, and all that I can see And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
byee ASSALAMUALAIKUM
